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Hotel
03:16
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i’m caught on top the fence
you ask me to stay and i say “never”
i’m not on the defense
i’m running back to the one i call “lover”
when did the fighting start? i piece together the parts like broken art
pretending things were fine now i’ve got a knife running through the hallway
you’re chasing me like a cartoon we run out of frame from room to room
you’ve gone and hurt my feelings with comments about my tabloid love life
you’re dialing up the tension hurling verbal hairdryers at my head
we know each other well enough to make the statements hurt real bad
unscrew the chandelier
i hope to escape amidst the chaos
the concierge concerned
you’ve got them searching for me in the
parking lot
i’m scuffed under the truck i hear the footsteps pass as i stifle a peep
i only i want to leave
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2. |
My Own Holiday
03:15
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it’s the living end i say
inventing end i say
inventing my own holidays
any reason i can stay away
i stay away from time to pray
(sometimes i pray)
you make me feel alive
you make me feeling alive
and nothing ever ever ever makes me feel it
makes me feel alive
drinking what’s left on the bottom shelf lately
only the best, oh the best for my baby
if only she knew where she leads me to
the voice upon my phone
the voice upon my phone would take me home
she’d take me home
on your mark and start
the engine of your car
you tell yourself you’ll never go again as you pull in
on your pop star pirate ship
treasures to your mouth and lick
you want it all the time
admit
you want it all the time
(dvd)
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sweet springtime mating season
just give him a reason
he’ll be back in no time
you’ll be black and blue
songs
sung to make him money
our mans always hungry
some heard by a million
some heard just by you
on your electric chair playlist
love
one had made my heart break
one increased my heart rate
all had made me blue
i wasn’t in control
i wasn’t in control
songs
some for party having
under mindless chatting
some for electric chairs
ones i made for you
on your electric chair playlist
am i on your electric chair playlist?
your electric chair playlist
(do you remember?)
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got one eye on the door
gold apartment
shined the floors
yep i waited
masturbated
so like, whenever you wanna come home
he’s got the ice
i’ve got the matches
tossing the dice
will i survive this?
we’ll never know
got the word cocked and loaded
you draw me near it
you hope you hear it
i am done
this was fun
there’s a penalty in some states dear
that would fit what we’re dealing with here
but i am not your Gone Girl
bloodied on your lawn girl
he’s got the ice
i’ve got the matches
tossing the dice
will i survive this?
we’ll never know
generous libran cocktails
will take the pain out of it all
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5. |
Drugs Don't Work
03:50
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in my head i keep the time
i have to show them you are mine
i am possessive over you
i hope you possess me too
in the corner of a bar we’ll sway to any song at all and with like 9 drinks in my bloodstream
we are swaying on the ceiling
and it’s good
this is the time that this is good
either the worlds big or i’m small
panic attacks in shopping malls
i cannonballed in kitty pools
searched the sandbox for my jewels
every time i came up empty
i am crying on the daily
won’t you take the hurt away?
drugs don’t work just like they say they do
i did not deserve our beginnings
we were prolific with love making
you fed three times a day
now i shrivel in my shame
i do not fit you like a key
i’m the odd one out you see
and though he never moved in me
i came alone to just that scene i came alone
cooking up a new disaster
pulling my hair out in showers
it’s all slipping down the drain
every day now feels like rain
now i’m hyperventilating
up the wall i’m escalating
peak and hit the concrete bottom
dial up a friend and call ‘em
save my life
if every day i want to die and there’s no joy in me
not i
i think i need a doctor soon
but drugs don’t work just like they say they do
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6. |
Holy Nightmare
03:19
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holy nightmare
blessed night terror
saw him kiss you at the door
i’m not hungry anymore
holy nightmare
blessed night terror
in the frame a kiss goodnight
god i’ve lost my appetite
holy nightmare
damned day dream
every bad thing
in my head all at once
i miss mom
and being drunk
damned day dream
every bad thing
calling for my daddy
off the plank into
the sea
holy nightmare
will i wake up?
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7. |
Alchemy
04:02
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alchemy
set me free
heads on the ceiling
alchemy
life’s a dream now
life spent on your couch
alchemy
set me free
benzodiazepines
don’t regret it
learn to love it
kiss me on my mouth
don’t regret it
learn to love it
life spent on your couch
alchemy set me free
benzodiazepines
alchemy set me free
cocktails and codeine
benzodiazepines
alchemy set me free
though we’re gonna be gone with morning
alchemy on your knees
pause at this part
let’s keep going
your heads on the ceiling
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8. |
TV Land
03:14
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my horizons are on fire
so i am down for whatever you wanna do tonight
i just wanna stay in tune for you
i wanna make you swoon
i wish i were for tv land
but all my wishes you misunderstand
so let’s just make some plans
unravel all the bitter parts
as these guys flex inky
i do feel all alone
even as your hand explores my bones
i never want to let you down
see i’m sleeveless good jesus
again?
spending all my coins on rent
spending all my time in my bed
having all my sex in my head
but i never want to let you down
one day i will be free
one day i swear that i’ll be fucking free
watching all the Scenes
they are the past so they can’t hurt me
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9. |
The Drink and You
02:41
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dress myself like seraphim
just on a whim
i’m your city
i could never let them in
but drink i do til i feel pretty
one shot more
we’re out the door
that last club had light up floor
and now i feel invincible
invincible and fucking empty
ring around the boulevard
you left your wallet in his car
your first time with poppers hit
still we grew up in spite of it
find a place to kiss me deep
let’s take a picture at the sink
it’s blurry we don’t care
you fix your hard gelled helmet hair
do your drugs i’ll wait outside
you got that new look in your eye
i trust you more when you are high
you’ll take me to the bright side
let’s go to our perfect spot
for what your wearing it’s too hot
you pull me through the crowd
don’t care what song just play it loud
i don’t care what we do as long there’s the drink and you
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10. |
Trix
03:26
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you can have the ending your craving
if you would come over
i would hand it over
under porch light
under midnight
i will ignite
you will no longer see any beauty
you will no longer see right through me
you will know me what i am
yeah we fucked around
yeah we fell into it
surrounded by no one to chaperone
this summer we danced
every single night you dance under my strings
and i don’t wanna grow up
i don’t wanna be your warden
yeah that parts important
and often these nights
we dance on the avenue
and i walk through
a sea of some people
to see your in
the arms of some prodigy
and my bags
are in the wrong apartment building
never done this before
though i’ve done this before
never done this before like this
must be a trick
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11. |
Lucky Lucky
03:17
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i do not participate
though i want to play
i knew that this would be so weird
hungry again
you’re hungry again
not hours since
you left your man
but that’s your game
you catch my eye
psychic wi fi
share the files
stifle bile
you know that you’re a drug to me
so lucky lucky lucky lucky lucky
to walk in your shadow
so lucky lucky lucky lucky lucky
to fight all your battles
of course i’m better off without you
so lucky lucky
we both survived the chair
goodbye, fair well, my dear
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12. |
Peter Gets Undressed
03:45
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shoes and socks
i don’t know where the time goes
pants and shirts
watching you get dressed but in reverse
hats and fancy rings
piling all these things
trails leading from the door
to the record player
but i like the quiet fear
i wanna hear each breath around my ear
and i am the virgin moon
the force from all this tension rose the tides
now you’re at my side
peter got a habit
peter got a habit
gonna let him have oh
boy we got a habit
peter gets undressed
peter gets undressed, again
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